Some News, mid-June, 2017

I’m not really feeling…up to things.  There’s voids in my life I don’t know what to do about.  blaming myself doesn’t really get me anywhere.  I can’t just feel better.  and I had some times hanging out with other people who were all having a good time, so that helps.  but I always have to […]

Depression: Tired

I don’t feel (have the energy) to really write right now.  I’m tired.  That grogginess of foggy sleep-brain.  Today I tried and failed to wake up “earlier,” was up for a little bit, then fell into a nap/sleep/depression coma thing mid-day.  still exhausted.  and all I kept thinking, kept repeating to myself, was that I […]

I suppose that’s one way to look at it

viral aka too sensitive

first off, terms, viral not as in actual, but social. point two, I really don’t understand people. the picture launching a thousand words, this: Let’s say, for point of argument, I am aspberg-y and can’t really understand people.  also, me being me, I overthink. The caption/title to this on Yahoo was “Future that Liberals want” […]

despair

song(s) of the evening: Elvis Costello, George Harrison…

First, an apt Elvis Costello song, brought to mind by “Morning Joe” Scarborough on Late Show with Stephen Colbert, 2/21/17. and then, a classic let me collapse into my sorrow song, “Beware of Darkness”   ah, angry girl rock… Dresden Dolls’ “Girl Anachronism”… use of the piano’s interesting… anyways… I could go with Hole, especially […]

identity

Laura Jane Grace interview on Daily Show with Trevor Noah, here (comedycentral) ——————————————————————————————————————— A two-part post tonight.  I was watching various YouTube videos, videos on personal experiences with Aspbergers, among other things, and thought I’d share that.  and then I thought about Laura Jane Grace, because I’d seen an interview with her on Daily Show […]

Song of the Night: “Live Bed Show”

Pulp – “Live Bed Show”     Related Links: Howson, N. (9/1/14). Media Monday: 16 Comics That Explain Depression, Defying Shadows, (defyingshadows.com)  

if you can’t beat ’em…

Cyanide and Happiness, explosm.net Cyanide and Happiness’ new game, Joking Hazard, on Beer and Board Games …Cyanide and Happiness on depression

what now?

I was following the election online in the midst of throwing back whiskey and typing out distressed disjointed emails as frantic tethers in vain hopes of not feeling alone.  I passed out – as one does with alcohol.  and came to around 1:30 am (central).  The election was still close.  and then, like some hazy […]