Archive for the ‘Depression’ Category

Some News, mid-June, 2017


I’m not really feeling…up to things.  There’s voids in my life I don’t know what to do about.  blaming myself doesn’t really get me anywhere.  I can’t just feel better.  and I had some times hanging out with other people who were all having a good time, so that helps.  but I always have to […]

Depression: Tired


I don’t feel (have the energy) to really write right now.  I’m tired.  That grogginess of foggy sleep-brain.  Today I tried and failed to wake up “earlier,” was up for a little bit, then fell into a nap/sleep/depression coma thing mid-day.  still exhausted.  and all I kept thinking, kept repeating to myself, was that I […]

I suppose that’s one way to look at it


viral aka too sensitive


first off, terms, viral not as in actual, but social. point two, I really don’t understand people. the picture launching a thousand words, this: Let’s say, for point of argument, I am aspberg-y and can’t really understand people.  also, me being me, I overthink. The caption/title to this on Yahoo was “Future that Liberals want” […]



song(s) of the evening: Elvis Costello, George Harrison…


First, an apt Elvis Costello song, brought to mind by “Morning Joe” Scarborough on Late Show with Stephen Colbert, 2/21/17. and then, a classic let me collapse into my sorrow song, “Beware of Darkness”   ah, angry girl rock… Dresden Dolls’ “Girl Anachronism”… use of the piano’s interesting… anyways… I could go with Hole, especially […]



Laura Jane Grace interview on Daily Show with Trevor Noah, here (comedycentral) ——————————————————————————————————————— A two-part post tonight.  I was watching various YouTube videos, videos on personal experiences with Aspbergers, among other things, and thought I’d share that.  and then I thought about Laura Jane Grace, because I’d seen an interview with her on Daily Show […]

Song of the Night: “Live Bed Show”


Pulp – “Live Bed Show”     Related Links: Howson, N. (9/1/14). Media Monday: 16 Comics That Explain Depression, Defying Shadows, (  

if you can’t beat ’em…


Cyanide and Happiness, Cyanide and Happiness’ new game, Joking Hazard, on Beer and Board Games …Cyanide and Happiness on depression

what now?


I was following the election online in the midst of throwing back whiskey and typing out distressed disjointed emails as frantic tethers in vain hopes of not feeling alone.  I passed out – as one does with alcohol.  and came to around 1:30 am (central).  The election was still close.  and then, like some hazy […]